The first time i saw him…
I really didn’t know how important he was to
And there is no use for it now..’cause everything between us was over
The only thing of him i have now is his memories.
And when i recall them it gives me a lot of worries
I still remember our first meet….
Which bounded us under a strong relationship..
The first time…I looked into his deep brown eyes,
‘ Oh god!’ ..Its hypnotizing me…..
I tried to take my look away from him,
But it was all in vain..
Am i looking into the eyes of puppy?
It was so cute that had taken away all my pain..
Hurrah!! he was staring back at me,
I went so close to him
He put his nice arms and tried to reach for my hair,
Which was blowing in the air
I bent so closer to him
He brought his face near to mine
With his soft fingers touched my eyes first
Then coming down and yes..he reached my lips
I tried not to go forward..but i can’t
I was being taken so close to him
With my hands i cupped his unforgettable charming face..
Yeah …its just stays like a refreshing tune in my mind
Eventhough it happened many years ago..
I pulled him towards me to kiss
Sorry i cant help and made it to miss
But miracle happened with his fine red lips
He kissed my cheek
Still it is a different kiss that none had given me .Now i am married and i knew,
I can’t even think about him….everything was over and he is not mine now
Tears and happiness went out of my eyes and gloom occupied it’s place
Because no more i can kiss him..The only thing i can do is: i can miss him
No more dirty talks, no more lazy walks,
Never again our cute pillow fights,
And no more naughty sights,
”It’s all over..don’t cry for the split milk” my heart said,
But suddenly ”hey! wait see there see there” my ears told,
”I can’t believe myself” my eyes shocked,
”It’s not true ” my senses argued,
But I know it’s him coming to me,
Going to say ”I was there. Now i am. I will be always stand by you mere dildara”
”You are looking more beautiful today” he wishpered into my ears,
sukran allah ! these are the words i wanted to hear,
I laughed at the corner of my lips as always i do,
Again pulled him towards me to kiss as i did for the first time,
We came close that everyone around us confused,
”Never mind others ..still he is your’s ” my hub confessed,
But this time I kissed him. The same feeling I got on that day he kissed me,
”My dear brother ! i am going to my husband’s home” words struggled,
No more words came instead tears peered out from the eyes,
I waited for him to do the talking and crave the words that i wanna say,
”these days you were with me,
saying how should i do all the stuffs,
guiding me, feeding me , calling me,
I wanna say these words to you all the time,
But never got a chance till now”
With tears overwhelming in his eyes..he said those words which made me to die,
”Can i call you mom?” he asked,
Silence..calm it’s calm everywhere..calm,
Before i utter any words ..This time he cupped my face,
And the with pace he kissed me again……………..
MY ETERNAL DREAMS
my lovely and cute brother who is my first child and made me to feel how awesome it is to be his sister…..<3 you my dear