I knew a guy whom i hate for now,
He is the one who taught me how to love,
No use of thinking about him for i hate him now,
I had struck with him some months a fore,
Seriously i don’t know how important he is to me , before,
Black hair, blue puppy eyes…that naughty talks,
Melts my heart..I just can’t stop my thoughts,
He doesn’t belong to my clan nor that much interesting,
He is actually not a kind of person that i used to get on but still i am captivated Anyway i hate him for now…
”To do this shit..stop thinking about him” i pleaded my brain
But it told,”i don’t have control over your breathe,heart beat and his thoughts”
Each time , i say ”i hate him” those words camouflages into love,
Those days we used to sit beside back of water ,
He comes to me and adjust my hair which is playing in air,
And say ..”i hate you ’cause you are funny,
I hate you ’cause you are crazy..and i hate you ’cause you damn understand people well.”.
Then , he smiles a mile which gives a love attack to my heart,
And now i wanna say those words to him…
”I HATE YOU” my lips only utter these words,
Where as heart relays..
Still sticking back to him,saying that ” he is one for you,
Never lose him ’cause mercury drops are hard to recollect”
O AMEN! i wanna forgot him…
I wanna deprived of his thoughts,
I wanna concentrate on my work.
I wanna achieve my goal,
FOR that i wanna hate him for now..
BUT i can’t do it now may be i cant forever 😦