I was two years old child at that time,

Talking pepples,running and learning,

The first time i saw you playing,

Through the windows, from my room,

I wished to be ”friend” with you ,

But never allowed to do that since my mom thought you may harm me,

That day i was hurted at heart,

Giving ”please may i?” look to my mom,

Days grew so did I hoping a chance to meet you,

And then I was a teenager wishing that then i could touch you,

no , my dear princess. he will harm you” this my mom,

why on earth? i should not do this” i shouted losing all my calm,

Days passed without you,myself growing,yourself staying long,

Like wishful dreaming, i waited for miracles to happen,

But the only thing i was allowed to do was..

Stare at your beauty from long in doom,

but babe i love you a lot”i sang in gloom,

And then one day miracle happened!

No one was at home except myself laying in bed,

And you as always playing at a distance,

I tried to call you inside my home as you did enter my heart,

But you didnt mind me and busy in playing,

So i came out to meet you, chillness everywhere..

Happiness occupied my tiny heart,words failed to come out,

Within few minutes , hurrah! we will be together!

I stepped slowly towards you my heart throb!

And atlast, for the first time you saw me ,

Slowly came towards me so close

”hey! you look hypnotizing” my words arouse,

Atlast we were so close together  i stood speechless on seeing you,

Your fine structure, cool temperature your valuable presence,

All these things made me to fly on cloud nine

I completely lost in you and gave you”mine”

Before i could touch you you did that starting from my forehead,

my mom misunderstand you” i told,

You let your hands through all my curves..in cold

Gave me a hot cuddle in cold , wetted my hair,

You came so closer than before minimizing the gap between us,

Mmmmmm….i can feel your air,

When i moved my lips to talk you obstructed it with yours and said ”usshsh!”

Without any harm you kissed me,

That was very different for my”just puberty attained” tanned skin,

With blush , I tried to run away,

But ,mashallah you pulled me towards you as i ran,

I wanted that moment to last forever…..

I didn’t want to leave you there,

oops!! what if mom had returned home? my senses alerted,

My eyes opened from the nice dream i was having,

Legs turned towards home but heart stayed there,

don’t go dear ” you told,

”sorry., mom will i have to” i prattled,

I went leaving you half heartedly there,

You watched me go till i become a dot and disappeared nowhere,

That night i thought ”what wrong he has done me?”

He just stole my little heart

Which actually i loved a lot

Mom came near me and touched my fore head,

She was so worried that i got high fever,

105.6 F..i told you that he would harm you but you ignore”-mom said in stern voice

Never ever play in rain” mom’s final warning

why shouldn’t i?” this my heart screaming,

i will”  my eyes told mom,

”you shouldn’t. stay here and keep calm”

Doors closed behind my mom as she had gone,

I peered out through the window whether my love was there to play,

But oh!! he was not there and left my world in gray,

don’t worry..i will convince my mom” i shouted,

”please rain..come again”…no answer!

”He was indimadated  by mom’s reply ..he will come by then” my heart consoled by itself

My eyes started to rain for him in pain,

”He will come” i knew

”I am waiting for you” my lips shouted in cue..

I am dying , please come soon my dear” i played my sad song,

Once again i called ”i am waiting for you..no matter how long”

                                                             2 important






The first time i saw him…

I really didn’t know how important he was to

And there is no use for it now..’cause everything between us was over

        The only thing of him i have now is his memories.

        And when i recall them it gives me a lot of worries

         I still remember our first meet….

         Which bounded us under a strong relationship..

          The first time…I looked into his deep brown eyes,

          ‘ Oh god!’ ..Its hypnotizing me…..

           I tried to take my look away from him,

            But it was all in vain..

           Am i looking into the eyes of puppy?

           It was so cute that had taken away all my pain..

            Hurrah!!  he was staring back at me,

            I went so close to him

           He put his nice arms and tried to reach for my hair,

          Which was blowing in the air

          I bent so closer to him

         He brought his face near to mine

         With his soft fingers touched my eyes first

         Then coming down and yes..he reached my lips

         I tried not to go forward..but i can’t

         I was being taken so close to him

         With my hands i cupped his unforgettable charming face..

        Yeah …its just stays like a refreshing tune  in my mind

        Eventhough it happened many years ago..

       I pulled him towards me to kiss

      Sorry i cant help and made it to miss

      But miracle happened  with his fine red lips

       He kissed my cheek

       Still it is a different kiss that none had given me  .Now i am married and i knew,

        I can’t even think  about him….everything was over and he is not mine now

       Tears and happiness went out of my eyes and gloom occupied it’s place

       Because no more i can kiss him..The only thing i can do is: i can miss him

      No more dirty talks, no more lazy walks,

      Never again our cute pillow fights,

      And no more naughty sights,

      ”It’s all over..don’t cry for the split milk”  my heart said,

      But suddenly ”hey! wait see there  see there”  my ears told,

      ”I can’t believe myself” my eyes shocked,

       ”It’s not true ” my senses argued,

      But I know it’s him coming to me,

      Going to say ”I was there. Now i am. I will be always stand by you mere dildara”

      ”You are looking more beautiful today” he wishpered into my ears,

       sukran allah ! these are the words i wanted to hear,

      I laughed at the corner of my lips as always i do,

      Again pulled him towards me to kiss as i did for the first time,

     We came close that everyone around us confused,

     ”Never mind others ..still he is your’s ” my hub confessed,

    But this time I kissed him. The same feeling I got on that day he kissed me,

    ”My dear brother ! i am going to my husband’s home” words struggled,

     No more words came instead tears peered out from the eyes,

    I waited for him to do the talking and crave the words that i wanna say,

  ”these days you were with me,

    saying how should i do all the stuffs,

    guiding me, feeding me , calling me,

     I wanna say these words to you all the time,

    But never got a chance till now”   

    With tears overwhelming in his eyes..he said those words which made me to die,

    ”Can i call you mom?”  he asked,

     Silence..calm it’s calm everywhere..calm,

      Before i utter any words ..This time he cupped my face,

      And the with pace he kissed me again…………….. 




written for,

           my lovely and cute brother who is my first child and made me to feel how awesome it is to be his sister…..<3   you my dear